Twelve years ago today was one of the happiest days of my life. On that beautiful sunny morning, I walked across a green lawn to a gazebo overlooking a lake in Maine and married the man I loved.
I wonder if he even thought about me today?
I have good days and bad days. Today was one of the bad ones. I've been fighting tears all day. Ugh.
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Sorry to hear. Hugs.
I'm sorry, Sue. I suppose it will get easier with time, but that certainly doesn't make it easy. xo
So hard to think back when life was easy and happy. It will come again. Focus on where you'd like to be twelve years from now..... I hope the Elk and the Owls helped a little yesterday.
Thinking of you, praying for you often.
{{hugs} know EXACTLY how you feel...I know your not suppose to say that but..I'm telling you my days are totally up and down to and realizing half my life I was married..how does a person just throw away 22 years? I just don't get it.. ANY amount of years..how do people just change and not hold their vows sacred? I DO know the answer to that question and THAT is what I hold on too. Keep going you are a beautiful strong woman with a wonderful daughter who will always look up to you! we are strong! ...and actually I've given permission to myself to have those low days and let myself feel now. (kind of went through a stage of thinking I had to show my strength..in weakness there is strength...at LEAST WE FEEL (unlike some) and isn't that pitiful... Sorry so long, but you know I think about you. you were one of the first to reach out to me and I'm thankful :)
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